Monday, November 17, 2008

Blog is alive??

Hmmm.. 5 mths since my last post? Where e hell was i? well in singapore all along but juz lazy n find it meaningless to blog.. I also dunno y i blog today.. Maybe like i said, i am so super duper sian..
Really meaningless lor.. Work meaningless n life meaningless...

My work is like hanging there.. Got to wait till e lobby bar-pavilion, to b done w its renovation then i get to transfer.. I applied to study a Diploma in HRM.. Y a diploma again and y HRM?? hmm coz i got no $$ and w my "ke lian" pay.. i can't afford a loan to study for a degree in hospitality n there is hardly a good degree in sg.. but e end point is NO MONEY.. Hmm n i apply for this diploma in HRM coz I feel tat HR is a very challenging industry and i study abit of it while i was studing for my diploma.. N e best thing is I can apply for NTUC subsides... Hmm now i'm a sitting duck waiting 4 next week to come so know if my subsides approve or not...

Hmm i end our r/s a few weeks back.. She was very unwilling but i guess i was too "tired".. Ytd i make everything clear to her.. I told linda this e other day:" I wun b able to find a gf or rather its tough 4 me to have a gf coz my i meet up w my ex once a while n most of my friends tat i hang out w r girls.." She agree w wat i said coz she is also 1 of them tat i hang out w.. hahaha.. but I guess i got a v big issues w ppl not trusting me or my friends.. Coz these r ppl i trust to make them my friends no matter wat happen, they had been there for me when i need them n will still b there in e yrs to come..

N i stop playing fb application coz i feel tat its meaningless juz click n click.. brain dun even think.. I wanted to play game.. but i know if i start i wun stop.. Guess I'm looking for something meaningful 4 me ba.. something tat can "push" me in life..

Hmm did i mention christian and weida got marry already? Hmm christian was so skinny tat i was so shock lor but she look really nice in her photo album.. Mayb she was so stress up weeks b4 her wedding dinner tats y she was so skinny.. Saw a few 5N1 ppl too but i wasn't seating w them coz i went w my gf.. hmm so many ppl getting marry liao.. wonder next yr hw many more??

Hmm dec coming soon.. another yr gone.. n I'm already in this industry 4 2yrs.. time pass really fast... 2yrs n my dam pay is not even 1.8k.. hai.. Life sometimes is juz so unfair.. ok till then.. will blog if i got good news from ntuc..

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