Terminal 2

Its 7am in the morning and i having breakfast at Killiney.. The toast sucks, coffee is sweet, egg is dry.. Too bad there isn't any ya kun here..
Anyway e reason y I'm at airport so dam early is bcoz I need to send an Indian worker back.. He got some family matters so I'm here to pass him his passport and make sure he check in.

Its been more than 4mths since i last took up this job as a HR assistant. Been working part-time at bookcafe the past 2 weekends..
I been thinking shld i resign? Its really meaning working here. I gain some experience in this 4mths but I'm already at e max. At site, there is a limit to wat I can do and wat info I can access.. I feel tat I'm more of a "runner" than a HR Assistant. I guess the part-time job at bookcafe allow me to consider quitting my job first and find another new job. In this way i will still have a source of income and find a more suitable job which worrying abt the 1mth notice period which alot of company/agency are unwilling to wait..

This trip to airport really allow me to make up my mind. If I where to stay and carry on working, I will not b able to gain any more working experience that will help me in the future. It will only be a HR Assistant in name but my knowledge would be even worst than a 6mths temp staff..

I know that if i change a job now, it wun look good on my resume but frankly speaking, staying here long doesn't mean it will help either. If during interview, some1 were to ask me to talk abt my job scope over here, they will have a good time laugh. "Hw can a HR Assistant who work abt a yr doesn't know all these?".. These would definitely be 1 of the question in the interviewer mind..

I always wanted to work in a F&B establisment as a HR Assistant, but its nt tat easy moreover i do not have a dip in HRM. I guess for now I juz have to pray tat my luck will come again aft Ting Tai Feng din call me up for an interview..

August

I'm a confirm staff at my company.. haiz.. how time flies.. I wun said I'm very happy at my current company but nor am I very unhappy.. Lets juz said I'm scouting for a new company.. Tmr I'm starting my part-time job at bookcafe.. Hmm work 5.5days per week then sat aft work go there work part-time.. N sun.. My sun where i can nua, but i choose to go work at bookcafe.. hahaha.. well I miss working in service line... Well, I be working for Alan n tat terence (ex-boss) is coming over too..

I guess I really miss my time working at Sentosa.. Chef Jasmine quitted n went back to Malaysia..( a big big big surprise to all of us) garden without her, it would b so different.. Without her i wun go back there 4 dinner.. coz i feel she is 1 chef who i admire and w her in e kitchen I'm nt worry abt e food coming out from there.. hai..

I been meeting up w linda n jessie from pavilion quite often and we 3 grow closer than b4.. I been thinking, a yr from now when their contract is up, they might go back to china.. by then its v tough 4 us to maintain closer contact n it will sure cause us to drift apart.. I guess i need to save up alot so i can go china find them n ask them 2 show me around..

I uploaded a few Marina Barriage pic e other day, it was taken on a sat when i was there.. I realise tat i always go there but nvr go in so tat sat since i know 4 e next 3hrs i got nthing to do, so i went it look look c c then have bf there.. Guess e view would look nicer at night..

A video clip tat I saw n i like it alot..


OK time to go sleep liao.. I think i forgot to blog something but I can't recall.. anyway till next time..

June

Half a yr gone.. From working as a service staff to some1 who has his own desk.. Its really a big big change.. Been working as a HR assist 4 abt 1mth plus already.. I wun said I'm v happy w my current job but juz glad tat finally I can make good use to watever I'm studying or rather its related to watever I'm studying.. Frankly speaking, having expectation of a good 2 me is a good thing coz u know wat ur goals r and how the job can help u reach tat goal of us but currently my job is not helping me in this area.. I'm so bored n not happy with my current job that I'm already sending out my resume again.. Yes again.. But i really dun 1 2 stick in a job tat doesn't help me to growth.. N I hate doing nothing abt 80% of my time n sit here juz 2 wait 4 6pm to clock out..

This mth Min gg 4 her mission trip.. I nvr understand y sometime ppl said their r/s is complicated.. Coz to me love me love dun love mean dun love.. But now i really understand.. I guess for us now, we juz learn to cherish e time we have n watever happen later will b a c how thing ba..

A Night

It came where i least expected.. So unexpected tat i was so lose.. B4 tat I need to said sorry to all those who were at e ktv today..

To my dear Min, I have said wat i can said to u since day 1 till today.. If aft thinking through n u really feel tat our r/s is not the most important, then tell me.. Said to me u dun 1 this r/s.. Said u r nt happy in this r/s.. I will let u go.. I really will.. I will even said out tat sentence juz bcoz u 1 me 2.. Coz i dun have a choice..

As of today, its been 1mth n 4days.. I know it haven't been a smooth ride but e time we had was something I cherish so much.. So much more than any1 i had been with.. E effort u put in I can send tat u love me juz tat there is too many "but" n "wat if" in ur mind.. I dunno shld i prepare myself 4 e worst or not.. Mayb if i did then i would blame tat y my life is always so unfair.. Y my love life cannot b like others?.. Y is it tat when i put effort in it i cannot achieve the happiest for me n my love 1?

I love you. . I really do.. I realise tat for me nt been angry w wat u did tonight, I know tat I love u v v deep.. All i can do now is wait n wait..

First Month

I know i got a few entries on of the same kind.. Talking abt first or 6th mth together with my gf.. So wat so different from this compare to the rest of that I have to blog? To the eyes of others, every r/s of other people is almost the same but to the eyes of the couple, there is always a diff in every r/s.

In a mth, every1 has so many days, so many hours and for a couple it will always b their "honeymoon" period. I wun disagree on this. This v r/s w Min or Cat (as some of u know) is rather different from all e girls tat i have been. Altot been together in a r/s is a v happy thing n during this period how most couple would have so many "ups" that they slowly they would take each other for granted.. My r/s w Min in juz a short 1 mth, allow me to experience the lowest n highest point where a r/s can go.

My pass entries explain all of the above. I know 1mth is a short period n like she said, we still do not know each other tat well but at least we know how we can built on this r/s, hw to handle things best suited for us and this r/s. From got feeling to like to loving each other, its something I feel we have come a long way too.. We dun spend as much time together as much couple can but 2 reach the stage where we r nw, I believe nt many couple would understand or be like us in a mth time.

How we celebrate this 1mth ytd? nothing much, juz a simple NATM(night at e museum 2) aft work. Having our own time is already something we will appreciate moreover we r watching a show e 2 of us like. Nothing beats spending quality time w some1 who u love n doing things tat e 2 of u like.

Thanks for trusting me and this r/s Min. Hopefully we can keep adding more 1mth to it.

Bad Mood?

Hmm mayb i sound fierce 2 u.. Mayb it seems like i blame u 4 everything.. Mayb u might think everything is bcoz of u.. I dunno.. Sms u also nvr reply.. Ask u wats wrong on msn but u seems v impatient..

Mayb wat i juz type isn't wat u r feeling or thinking.. I dunno.. All i really 1 is a hug from u today.. I tot i could have a hug aft work from u but knowing tat ur sis is waiting 4 u I decide i rather juz go hm then take e train w u all..

I dunno if u understand.. but its nt i dun 1 2 c u or join u all to take e train back but ur sis has been waiting 4 u since 530.. i can't possible ask u all to wait 4 me till 620 or later right? Like u said, i'm taking bus home from amk so y must she wait 4 me when she is already waiting 4 u 4 so long already.. N andy is waiting 4 u all at amk at 645... I dun 1 u 2 have a hard time explaining to ur sis this n tat..

Since last week aft exam, i been trying ways n mean to meet up.. but i realise tat its so tough.. u r so busy over e weekend.. n weekday u will go back w ur sis aft work so i can't send u home.. E most we can only meet up once a week 2 go out provided u r not tired.. I'm nt blaming u or wat.. Mayb i juz need to say it out.. to let u know wat i am thinking.. This r/s isn't easy.. Mayb sometime all i need is a hug from u n sayang me like a little baby to make me feel better.. Be it hw e r/s goes.. I really hate u telling me mayb we wun even b together, we would not last.. i know its a fact but y is it tat we must b reminded of this thing every day,every week...

I really wish tat u i can have a hug from u nw or even a call from u.. But but hai.. "I dun chat w u la.. U sleep early"... ya.. sleep early.. do i have e choice? u already said it out.. Aft wat happen at work i tot at e v least i can have a chat w u tonight...

Back From Batam Trip

reach sg at abt 7pm last night.. Hmm my first time gg to a spa.. i would said i really enjoy.. Eat n eat n eat on e first day w "live" fish, crabs n lala.. omg.. 5 person only abt sgd 30.. Hmm if possible mayb we will arrange another spa trip in 3 mths time..

Pre weekend Trip

hmmm 2am in e morning, I shld b sleeping coz i b gg 4 a short weekend trip to batam 4 spa massage n i need 2 work in e morning.. Well juz 1 2 blog abit..

Went to hortpark last weekend w nic, charlie and Min.. Had dinner at handle bar.. Long time since i went there... I fun n exciting trip.. Will go there again if have e chance..

hmmm I juz came back from bookscafe w Min juz now.. Been super long time since I last go there.. Shld be at least more than 6mths liao.. I still miss e sofa seat n quiet moments of e place.. Hmm wonder hw Min feel abt tat place.. O did i mention tat its top of list of favourite chilli out place? N w my netbook, its juz make it even better..

OK guess tats all i will blog for now.. Hmmm will miss u v badly n thanks for today.. I really enjoy e time we spend together..