Happy V-day, CNY & Yr 2008
First of all Happy Cny, Happy v-day n also Happy yr 2008 to every1.. I know i know.. its already 14/2/2008.. n my last post was like 2007.. The whole blog is filled w cobweb....
Let me explain abt my life aft i came back from aust first.. I was transfered to banquet department aft i came back (finally..) n it was like hell... Its was towards the end of e yr where banquet is super super busy lor.. We got wedding at almost 5days a week if not it will be companies dinner & dance.. To make things worst, I was so new & there r so many things 4 me to learn.. I can tell u no1 will ever know how stress up i am when i'm working there.. Even nic who meet up w me most often dun even realised tat.. Been there was e most stressful period in my whole life.. worst feeling then i'm studying or taking a major exam.. N the workload is so heavy, sometimes e stress n workload really cause me to either forget or no appetite to eat.. So tat mean I will not have a single meal 4 the whole day.. The only thing tat i do when i reach home is to "knock out"... Hmm well, at least it help me to lose alot of weight till ppl in e hotel is telling me abt it.. hahahaha.... Till today, its almost 3 mths already n to me it feel like 6mths there.. Sometimes i start work at either 12pm or 4pm n had to work till 7am e next day... The best personal record was 14hrs straight 4 3days n eating 2 meals.. God...
Talking abt cny.. I was having hell a week b4 cny.. Working 14hrs straight 4 2days n i clocked another 14hrs on this tuesday.. hahahaha... I was so tired on cny tat i sleep half a day on the second day.. Was suppose to meet up w kary n marcus 4 movie on tat day but i guess my bed was too comfortable.. So many smses n calls on tat day... Sorry guys.. But like go around telling ppl, wat i'm doing is almost like those construction foreign workers but they dun have crack their brain to think.. Here i not only have to do extreme "workout" but also crack my brain to think n plan alot of things w at least 30 part-timers waiting 4 me to give them instructions... Faint... I even have to work on my birthday leh...
Hmm tats my life at work 4 now.. On my other life.. hahaha.. I broke off w her on the eve of christmas ( jus in case u dunno).. Its not bcoz i 1 2 save $$ 4 christmas ( my working day too...) but it jus happen tat i been considering it 4 a few days n juz decide to tell her n it happened on christmas eve... I was telling nic the other day, u guys might c it as when i patch back w her tat time i wasn't really putting much effort n doesn't really bother abt the r/s but all these r actually wat u guys think n feel.. Deep in me, I know tat i had tried n trust me, for you guys have know me long enough 2 know i always treat my r/s v serious but you guys r not me.. You do not know wat happen daily n how i feel when things or problem happen.. Changing a person is not an easy task n u must b responsible 4 tat but i know i dun 1 her to change bcoz of wat i dun like but rather she change bcoz of e r/s.. Her thoughs, ideas, feeling is something i cannot accept n having a gf who dun understand abt my work is something that i cannot accept.. Things happened at e moment only I know n sometimes by e time i meet up w u guys i would have put tat aside coz i juz feel tat i dun 1 2 talk abt unhappy things to make myself more stress.. To her i might b a heartless guy who always break her heart but she will nvr know tat she was the 1 who really cause all these.. When i first broke off w her, that was the only time n only day tat she said she din 1 me to leave her coz she realised tat she love me.. Guess wat i couldn't accept was it had to be on e day tat i wanted a break off then realised tat.. Everytime i ask her "Do u love me" her answer will always b "Y u need to know?".. There was nvr a time she will said "I love u" nor "I miss u".. Nothing much changes aft we patch back except this time i nvr ask her all these things.. Juz focus on my work n to make things worst, she will nvr sms me even tot i dun sms her 4 2days.. lol.. So many things to said but i guess in a r/s it take 2 hands to clap.. I'm nvr bother by wat others thinks abt my r/s but i guess if u r in a r/s.. Take a step back n look at friends around u.. They will nvr know wat is happening to ur r/s n wat they think or feel might not be wat is actually happening to ur r/s...
Lastly on my life.. Hmm i got a new job offer already.. To those who doesn't know or been too busy w their work n life.. I'm gg to change hotel soon but still same industry.. Plan to work till end of this mth so by 2molo i must have my resignation letter or at least inform my boss abt it.. Hmm my pay is still below e 1.6k mark but nvr or less its still more then wat i'm earning now n since i'm promoting to a captain position, well i would said its not tat bad aft all.. 1yr+ in this line n i got a captain position.. Lets hope i can reach my goal soon..
On other news.. hahahaha.. Hmm was so shock n surprise on that day when zhenzhen told me sally is doing her divorce now.. Well she is a friend of ours who we din meet up 4 2yrs?? hahahaha so long already... but e surprise part was its her husband at fault n not her.. 4 some1 who used to like her alot n finally got e chance to marry her n now he is e 1 who cause all these.. I'm really surprise.. The most coincidence thing was i was thinking abt sally a 2 night ago.. I was thinking.. It been super long since we all last meet up w her n wanted to check up on her 1 day w zhenzhen but now.. I really dunno hw to ask her...
Breaking news.. Congrats to kary for his first successful date with the girl he know on facebook call Linda.. Hmm a $100+ of roses, a $100+ dinner 4 2 at 1 of my favourite place, The Turquoise Room, well.. guess it was all worth it for him to spend so much since its on a v-day n his first day w the girl tat he is interested in.. Other than his first love.. hahahaha... Lets all wish him all the best n who knows, he might b e first in line to get marry.. hahahaha..
Currently I'm still not sure if i shld carry on typing on blogspot or I might stop.. If i really stop tat will mean i have gone back to my old method, writing my diary.. Guess e good part is i dun need internet acces to do it hahahaha.. Ok.. Its been a super long post 4 now.. Till next time, hope every1 have a happy v-day today.. N to the person who receive e flowers today, I do not know wat u r thinking abt now, but if u feel its impossible n also feel tat its hard to said no then u dun have to.. At e same time if a Thank you is also hard to said n if u dun wish to c me at e moment n perfer to avoid, I wun be angry.. Jus treat the flowers as a gift from a friend who know u so long but nvr get u a since present.. Dun worry abt my feeling coz same thing wun repeat again n as ppl grow older we handle things more differently n 4 me now, I know tat i can handle watever things is been throw at me coz life still have 2 go on..
Last but not least, 2 my 2 new "godsis", if u 2 ever have e chance to read my blog, I'm glad tat i know e 2 of u. For the first time in my life, i really feel tat sometimes age doesn't really matter but if u click u really click.. O n pls dun keep saying xiao didi, xiao didi.. I know i'm so much younger than u 2 n look younger than my current age but e least u 2 can do is 2 remove e word xiao... ok?? Thanks alot hahahaha..
First of all Happy Cny, Happy v-day n also Happy yr 2008 to every1.. I know i know.. its already 14/2/2008.. n my last post was like 2007.. The whole blog is filled w cobweb....
Let me explain abt my life aft i came back from aust first.. I was transfered to banquet department aft i came back (finally..) n it was like hell... Its was towards the end of e yr where banquet is super super busy lor.. We got wedding at almost 5days a week if not it will be companies dinner & dance.. To make things worst, I was so new & there r so many things 4 me to learn.. I can tell u no1 will ever know how stress up i am when i'm working there.. Even nic who meet up w me most often dun even realised tat.. Been there was e most stressful period in my whole life.. worst feeling then i'm studying or taking a major exam.. N the workload is so heavy, sometimes e stress n workload really cause me to either forget or no appetite to eat.. So tat mean I will not have a single meal 4 the whole day.. The only thing tat i do when i reach home is to "knock out"... Hmm well, at least it help me to lose alot of weight till ppl in e hotel is telling me abt it.. hahahaha.... Till today, its almost 3 mths already n to me it feel like 6mths there.. Sometimes i start work at either 12pm or 4pm n had to work till 7am e next day... The best personal record was 14hrs straight 4 3days n eating 2 meals.. God...
Talking abt cny.. I was having hell a week b4 cny.. Working 14hrs straight 4 2days n i clocked another 14hrs on this tuesday.. hahahaha... I was so tired on cny tat i sleep half a day on the second day.. Was suppose to meet up w kary n marcus 4 movie on tat day but i guess my bed was too comfortable.. So many smses n calls on tat day... Sorry guys.. But like go around telling ppl, wat i'm doing is almost like those construction foreign workers but they dun have crack their brain to think.. Here i not only have to do extreme "workout" but also crack my brain to think n plan alot of things w at least 30 part-timers waiting 4 me to give them instructions... Faint... I even have to work on my birthday leh...
Hmm tats my life at work 4 now.. On my other life.. hahaha.. I broke off w her on the eve of christmas ( jus in case u dunno).. Its not bcoz i 1 2 save $$ 4 christmas ( my working day too...) but it jus happen tat i been considering it 4 a few days n juz decide to tell her n it happened on christmas eve... I was telling nic the other day, u guys might c it as when i patch back w her tat time i wasn't really putting much effort n doesn't really bother abt the r/s but all these r actually wat u guys think n feel.. Deep in me, I know tat i had tried n trust me, for you guys have know me long enough 2 know i always treat my r/s v serious but you guys r not me.. You do not know wat happen daily n how i feel when things or problem happen.. Changing a person is not an easy task n u must b responsible 4 tat but i know i dun 1 her to change bcoz of wat i dun like but rather she change bcoz of e r/s.. Her thoughs, ideas, feeling is something i cannot accept n having a gf who dun understand abt my work is something that i cannot accept.. Things happened at e moment only I know n sometimes by e time i meet up w u guys i would have put tat aside coz i juz feel tat i dun 1 2 talk abt unhappy things to make myself more stress.. To her i might b a heartless guy who always break her heart but she will nvr know tat she was the 1 who really cause all these.. When i first broke off w her, that was the only time n only day tat she said she din 1 me to leave her coz she realised tat she love me.. Guess wat i couldn't accept was it had to be on e day tat i wanted a break off then realised tat.. Everytime i ask her "Do u love me" her answer will always b "Y u need to know?".. There was nvr a time she will said "I love u" nor "I miss u".. Nothing much changes aft we patch back except this time i nvr ask her all these things.. Juz focus on my work n to make things worst, she will nvr sms me even tot i dun sms her 4 2days.. lol.. So many things to said but i guess in a r/s it take 2 hands to clap.. I'm nvr bother by wat others thinks abt my r/s but i guess if u r in a r/s.. Take a step back n look at friends around u.. They will nvr know wat is happening to ur r/s n wat they think or feel might not be wat is actually happening to ur r/s...
Lastly on my life.. Hmm i got a new job offer already.. To those who doesn't know or been too busy w their work n life.. I'm gg to change hotel soon but still same industry.. Plan to work till end of this mth so by 2molo i must have my resignation letter or at least inform my boss abt it.. Hmm my pay is still below e 1.6k mark but nvr or less its still more then wat i'm earning now n since i'm promoting to a captain position, well i would said its not tat bad aft all.. 1yr+ in this line n i got a captain position.. Lets hope i can reach my goal soon..
On other news.. hahahaha.. Hmm was so shock n surprise on that day when zhenzhen told me sally is doing her divorce now.. Well she is a friend of ours who we din meet up 4 2yrs?? hahahaha so long already... but e surprise part was its her husband at fault n not her.. 4 some1 who used to like her alot n finally got e chance to marry her n now he is e 1 who cause all these.. I'm really surprise.. The most coincidence thing was i was thinking abt sally a 2 night ago.. I was thinking.. It been super long since we all last meet up w her n wanted to check up on her 1 day w zhenzhen but now.. I really dunno hw to ask her...
Breaking news.. Congrats to kary for his first successful date with the girl he know on facebook call Linda.. Hmm a $100+ of roses, a $100+ dinner 4 2 at 1 of my favourite place, The Turquoise Room, well.. guess it was all worth it for him to spend so much since its on a v-day n his first day w the girl tat he is interested in.. Other than his first love.. hahahaha... Lets all wish him all the best n who knows, he might b e first in line to get marry.. hahahaha..
Currently I'm still not sure if i shld carry on typing on blogspot or I might stop.. If i really stop tat will mean i have gone back to my old method, writing my diary.. Guess e good part is i dun need internet acces to do it hahahaha.. Ok.. Its been a super long post 4 now.. Till next time, hope every1 have a happy v-day today.. N to the person who receive e flowers today, I do not know wat u r thinking abt now, but if u feel its impossible n also feel tat its hard to said no then u dun have to.. At e same time if a Thank you is also hard to said n if u dun wish to c me at e moment n perfer to avoid, I wun be angry.. Jus treat the flowers as a gift from a friend who know u so long but nvr get u a since present.. Dun worry abt my feeling coz same thing wun repeat again n as ppl grow older we handle things more differently n 4 me now, I know tat i can handle watever things is been throw at me coz life still have 2 go on..
Last but not least, 2 my 2 new "godsis", if u 2 ever have e chance to read my blog, I'm glad tat i know e 2 of u. For the first time in my life, i really feel tat sometimes age doesn't really matter but if u click u really click.. O n pls dun keep saying xiao didi, xiao didi.. I know i'm so much younger than u 2 n look younger than my current age but e least u 2 can do is 2 remove e word xiao... ok?? Thanks alot hahahaha..
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