My feelings; My thoughts; My Ideas

Saturday, March 25, 2006

Super Long Post

I haven been bloging for more than a month liao. So decide to 1 short blog it all out since I'm still awake now. Btw, dun expect good english or watever in here, coz my english is not tat good and I'm lazy to write good english. As long as can read and understand can liao.

Worst days in 2006

Hmm can describe it in this way la. Was so dam sick 4 the first few days that I feel like puking all the time. Even when i recover, i'm always v v v tired and dun have much of a appetite. Still remeber when I wait almost 45mins for zhenzhen at habour front juz to pass her the laptop, I can tell u, its a horrible feeling man.. esp when u r sick and there is no seats for u to sit.. Looking at e pale look of mine, she commented:" I have not c u sick till such an extend for a v v v long time liao". So can imagine hw sick I was... Although every year I will have a period of time which I will have high fever, flu and sore throat, this time was the worst. It came earlier than I expected (mostly yr end) and I still have to study and work at the same time..

Most daring thing I did("Sushi Girl")

I know this might be a common thing to most ppl (esp guys) out there. But in all my 24 yrs, this is the first time I did something like tat. Well, I would said asking a girl for her number is not a big deal or rather not a tough thing to most guys but it was my first time. Still remember I, nick and marcus went to the sushi don restaurant where she is working aft my work on sun(was sick on tat day). I wanted to ask her for her number but really v v scare and I took me an hour b4 I even have the courage to ask her for her number. My heart was beating so fast.. Its juz like telling a girl that you like her.. To make things worst for me, when I ask for her number, she din even hesitate. Wow I was so dam paiseh sia and that stupid nick and marcus was there making fun of me sia.. hmm y did I do something like tat? Frankly speaking, I dun really have an answer. All I can said is its juz a feeling lor. When the first time, sushi don was open, I have noticed her. I always tell nick and marcus she look v familiar to me. Mayb I saw her at other don resturant. The first time e 3 of us when there to eat, she was the 1 serving us, at tat time we juz wanted a place to fill our stomach tat all. During that time, she was v polite to us and keep smiling( she got v nice smile). There was this time that I said "thank u" to her but she couldn't heard it so she keep turning to me w the tot of me wanting to order something. It was at this moment that I have a v clear look of her. Can also said its bcoz of this incident tat make me attacted to her. Always feel that she got a v v v nice smile and also look cute. Something nick and I agree on, she got this "x" factor.

"Sushi Girl" is the nick I give her b4 I got to know her name. Sushi Don staff dun wear name tag..

Altot it been quite sometimes liao, I still dunno her tat well. Only xchange hp n msn. Rarely talk over msn n I have nvr call her b4. Sometimes sms she also din reply liao so I was wondering mayb she tot I'm like all those guys who ask her for her number. Or its bcoz she got a bf liao tats y dun really bother? Hmm watever the reason is, i juz hope tat she treats me as a friend and I'm able to know her better. Soo ling and Nick keep asking me to ask her out but I really dunno hw to ask leh. Frankly speaking la, I find it v weird coz we hardly talk over the msn liao then suddenly ask her out, she might think tat I'm v desperate.. Well juz take it slowly 4 now la..

Addicted to Da Chang Jin

Yaya I'm addicted to it liao. Been rushing for my project these few days tat I came straight home aft work and do. But my mum is watching the show and my com is in the living room so my head automatically turn towards the tv. It only turn back to the monitor when its advertisement time on the tv. Y am I blogging at this time and how I got addicted r all link. Its also becoz of 1 and only 1 person, LIM ZHENZHEN(hahaha). Was suppose to meet her 4 movie 1 but she said she got to do project so dunno if she got meet me or not. So end up I got no plans. And since I'm off on sat, I decide to sleep late and watch the recorded show. I watch 4 eps in 1 shot and now I'm addicted. Hmm since I so good to her durning v-day, mayb i shld ask her to buy me the whole set of vcd/dvd of Da Chang Jin. This way I can watch it durning work time and can even lend it to every1 else.

Single

March 25th. I already single for more than a yr liao. Told nick the other day and he said, u better dun stay single for too long like me, if not u will regret it and 3-4 yrs later u dun even know how to handle or adapted to having a gf. Hahaha I feel the way he said it was v funny. To me, if have then have lor if not then no choice. Wat mean to be urs will be urs, if it isn't mean to be then no matter hw hard u try, it will slip away from u 1 day. For the past 9yrs, I been attached for 8yrs. Can said I din really know hw to handle my single life again but all of a sudden its been a yr liao. When we grow up to a certain age or time, we always want or rather wish to have a gf or bf. Be it love them or juz a companion, even 1 has their lonely time. Its juz hw we c thing and make the best out of it. For ppl like me, well, I always tell ppl I got no life. Reason: Work 6 days a week, mon-wed night class, thur n friday 2-9, sun 10-9. The only off day is sat. Either I'm at home sleeping and waiting for my favourite Liverpool FC to kick off or once in a while I be out w any1 who know me. 1 day sure isn't enough. But I try to make e full use of it and even rotting at home is an enjoyment to me leh hahaha.

Hmm haven type so much for a long time except for my project.. guess it time 4 me to go to bed liao.Yawnz... Time to sleep liao