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Hmm b4 i talk abt wat is on my mind.. Juz 1 2 said, i saw ur blog juz now.. yes i made e card myself.. I dun need u 2 reply or do anything.. Juz like wat u said, i guess we no longer know hw 2 communicate w each other anymore.. Glad tat u n dan r putting effort 2 make things work out.. All the best n i guess mayb as time pass we would b each other past memory.. Nothing more..
Hmm mon is first exam paper but till now i haven study much.. Yes yes.. I will go study later.. late at night.. 26 april.. We been together 4 6days already.. I really 1 2 said Catherine My dear, I really Love You.. I know u forbid me to said this word so i type it out here. heehee.. As days n time passed, i realised tat i miss u more n more.. I haven chat or dun chat w any1 on e phone for 2-3hrs long.. with u i really wish tat i dun have to hang up e phone..
We talk abt me not been a christian n how much I love u as compare to u.. How this r/s will end if i'm nt a christian n how important it is to u.. I know abt all these all along.. I'm not stupid or dumb.. I dun talk abt it doesn't mean i dunno.. Even b4 we start or get 2 know each other so well, i know tat me nt been a christian will affect e r/s..
At e back of my head, I know tat this r/s will not last nor will we be able to walk down path of marriage together.. I nvr doubt my feelings 4 u not even once.. But like u said there is no other solution to it unless I am a christian.. n u know tat i will not.. I love u but been a christian mean a different thing.. I always feel tat i'm a free thinker n its hard for 4 me 2 juz believe in jesus.. U said tat if 1 day there is some1 nice n better then go 4 it.. I will tell u NO.. From the day we r together I have decided tat u r e 1.. The 1 who i 1 2 settle dw with.. I wun take any interest in any1 anymore.. As stupid as it may sound but its e truth even tot i know how this r/s will end.. I will only said, if u ever saw some1 u like n is a christian then go 4 it.. Coz this time its better tat u break my heart.. I wun b able 2 break yours..
No matter hw tough this road will b, i will carry on walking till e day u found some1 new or decided nt 2 carry on walking w me.. Its something I decided..
Hmm b4 i talk abt wat is on my mind.. Juz 1 2 said, i saw ur blog juz now.. yes i made e card myself.. I dun need u 2 reply or do anything.. Juz like wat u said, i guess we no longer know hw 2 communicate w each other anymore.. Glad tat u n dan r putting effort 2 make things work out.. All the best n i guess mayb as time pass we would b each other past memory.. Nothing more..
Hmm mon is first exam paper but till now i haven study much.. Yes yes.. I will go study later.. late at night.. 26 april.. We been together 4 6days already.. I really 1 2 said Catherine My dear, I really Love You.. I know u forbid me to said this word so i type it out here. heehee.. As days n time passed, i realised tat i miss u more n more.. I haven chat or dun chat w any1 on e phone for 2-3hrs long.. with u i really wish tat i dun have to hang up e phone..
We talk abt me not been a christian n how much I love u as compare to u.. How this r/s will end if i'm nt a christian n how important it is to u.. I know abt all these all along.. I'm not stupid or dumb.. I dun talk abt it doesn't mean i dunno.. Even b4 we start or get 2 know each other so well, i know tat me nt been a christian will affect e r/s..
At e back of my head, I know tat this r/s will not last nor will we be able to walk down path of marriage together.. I nvr doubt my feelings 4 u not even once.. But like u said there is no other solution to it unless I am a christian.. n u know tat i will not.. I love u but been a christian mean a different thing.. I always feel tat i'm a free thinker n its hard for 4 me 2 juz believe in jesus.. U said tat if 1 day there is some1 nice n better then go 4 it.. I will tell u NO.. From the day we r together I have decided tat u r e 1.. The 1 who i 1 2 settle dw with.. I wun take any interest in any1 anymore.. As stupid as it may sound but its e truth even tot i know how this r/s will end.. I will only said, if u ever saw some1 u like n is a christian then go 4 it.. Coz this time its better tat u break my heart.. I wun b able 2 break yours..
No matter hw tough this road will b, i will carry on walking till e day u found some1 new or decided nt 2 carry on walking w me.. Its something I decided..
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