Hurts

I tot i can pack it up n walk away.. Leaving it as a good memory.. I can't.. I really can't.. N i always tot.. Its this thinking that is e cause of everything.. I have nvr felt this b4.. Nvr.. You are the first.. I have nvr wanted some1 so much.. So much so tat I really take u for granted..

Too much pain? It juz cannot b compare to wat u been through.. All i can ever said is sorry.. I'm truthly very sorry.. I tot i can b selfish this time round n was hoping things would change.. Well things change.. But nt in e way tat i wanted..

While waiting for ur reply e other day, I tot abt us.. Wat are e things i shld do 2 make up 2 u and also our future.. Yes.. For the first time I really think abt us having a future.. Nvr in my past few r/s has i think this way.. I'm always e "we take things 1 step at a time.." My friends know tat I take this kind of things v lightly coz no1 know wat the future will be.. But for the first time when i tot abt the future, I actually lose it in the present.. I remember i took e marriage quiz in fb n I was to marry at 32.. The first thing tat came 2 my mind was you.. E only 1 tat can make me change my way of thinking...