Past
Yr 2006, the yr i start this v blog.. I din realise its been so long till cat told me e other night.. I remember i started blogging aft i broke off w zz.. hahaha..
Of all e exs, I guess e only 1 who dun really read my blog is mery.. All along i feel tat a blog is a like an online diary juz tat e different is ppl or friends get 2 read it.. I nvr really mind tat for I always have this tot "If u 1 2 blog then be prepare to let others know".. I nvr even bother abt wat my exs (at e time is gf) will think when whenever they read my blog.. To me i always feel tat i got nothing to hide..
For yrs, i nvr tot of deleting any entries juz for my exs or even for xd esp when they dun like or dun feel good when they read abt my past.. Altot i felt tat nic did a great job as a bf to delete his blog juz 4 charlie, i nvr really understand tat..
I almost went to delete my blog entries e other day but I din.. I wun said i'm glad or wat but at tat moment i really understand y did nic wanted to do wat he did.. Aft listening to how cat felt e other night aft reading abt a few of e entries tat i wrote, i really wanted to juz delete e whole blog or rather delete all e past n juz keep wat is blog abt she n me.. Stupid it may sound but I feel tat if she will 2 feel better this way then its worth it..
Ytd she told me she dun 1 2 read my past entries.. Its so wordy n there is so many entries.. "Wat past is already past" she type this to me on msn.. I smile.. She is e first gf tat actually told me tat..
She always said "Dun treat me so nice or give in to me so easily Fred, i dun wish to take u 4 granted".. I dun think its possible 4 me nt 2 treat her nie or give in 2 her.. Yes i agree tat sometimes her temper is not v good but up till now, I dun mind.. She has nvr really lose her temper at me and altot she tend 2 demand things, I'm more tat willing to give.. Coz all i 1 is her 2 b happy for this 1mth plus.
Ytd she put e word marry me on msn.. i was surprise but i know she was juz joking.. I told her, if i get 2 choose i would 1 2 marry her.. hahaha.. Sometimes i really ask myself, wat is happening to me.. E old fred would nt even 1 2 talk abt marriage but here i am thinking of hw much i 1 2 marry her n wishing tat day might come true..
Zz ytd scold me n idiot coz she said u will know a person better by talking to her.. I told her not every will give this feeling 1 n doesn't mean u talk to 2 person 4 long u would know e other person better.. For her i really know her better..
Yr 2006, the yr i start this v blog.. I din realise its been so long till cat told me e other night.. I remember i started blogging aft i broke off w zz.. hahaha..
Of all e exs, I guess e only 1 who dun really read my blog is mery.. All along i feel tat a blog is a like an online diary juz tat e different is ppl or friends get 2 read it.. I nvr really mind tat for I always have this tot "If u 1 2 blog then be prepare to let others know".. I nvr even bother abt wat my exs (at e time is gf) will think when whenever they read my blog.. To me i always feel tat i got nothing to hide..
For yrs, i nvr tot of deleting any entries juz for my exs or even for xd esp when they dun like or dun feel good when they read abt my past.. Altot i felt tat nic did a great job as a bf to delete his blog juz 4 charlie, i nvr really understand tat..
I almost went to delete my blog entries e other day but I din.. I wun said i'm glad or wat but at tat moment i really understand y did nic wanted to do wat he did.. Aft listening to how cat felt e other night aft reading abt a few of e entries tat i wrote, i really wanted to juz delete e whole blog or rather delete all e past n juz keep wat is blog abt she n me.. Stupid it may sound but I feel tat if she will 2 feel better this way then its worth it..
Ytd she told me she dun 1 2 read my past entries.. Its so wordy n there is so many entries.. "Wat past is already past" she type this to me on msn.. I smile.. She is e first gf tat actually told me tat..
She always said "Dun treat me so nice or give in to me so easily Fred, i dun wish to take u 4 granted".. I dun think its possible 4 me nt 2 treat her nie or give in 2 her.. Yes i agree tat sometimes her temper is not v good but up till now, I dun mind.. She has nvr really lose her temper at me and altot she tend 2 demand things, I'm more tat willing to give.. Coz all i 1 is her 2 b happy for this 1mth plus.
Ytd she put e word marry me on msn.. i was surprise but i know she was juz joking.. I told her, if i get 2 choose i would 1 2 marry her.. hahaha.. Sometimes i really ask myself, wat is happening to me.. E old fred would nt even 1 2 talk abt marriage but here i am thinking of hw much i 1 2 marry her n wishing tat day might come true..
Zz ytd scold me n idiot coz she said u will know a person better by talking to her.. I told her not every will give this feeling 1 n doesn't mean u talk to 2 person 4 long u would know e other person better.. For her i really know her better..
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