Give up

Do i have to give up? Do i have a choice? I dun think so.. Coz u already hate me so much.. I guess e only think i can wish 4 is 2 go back 2 e days where we juz know each other.. Friends.. nothing much.. I dunno hw much u like him.. But i will not compare nor said anything.. As long as u r happy then i be glad.. I really wish tat ur hate 4 me will not last long.. Hope tat we can talk as friends.. I dunno wat e future lies.. I guess even if we r friends i wun b able to go out w u n ur bf.. Nor r we able to go out alone as friends.. E only way we will b is mayb chat on msn when u online n sms u.. I know for sure i cannot face u 2 been so loving infront of me no matter hw long this matter has pass.. I will wait.. N if someday u decided to settle dw w either him or some1 else.. I really hope i will know..