First Time
Love u.. That was wat u text last night.. I tot my eyes were playing trick on me.. Smiling to myself to sleep, I believe tat wat u said last night was something deep from your heart.. I still remember u forbid me to said these words.. Even aft i was allow to use them :) i know 4 u 2 said something like tat it wun b easy coz u need 2 really feel it juz like hw i feel..
No matter wat doubt u always have or wat u can't overcome, I strongly believe tat one can't lie to his/her own heart...
For me, aft wat happen to me n xd i told myself from then on, i wun lie to my heart.. I will follow wat my heart said.. Its nt an easy task too coz there is so many external factors tat will affect a person thinking or decision but if we r determine n go 4 e things tat we strongly believe in then we wun have regret n will always b happy.. Be it wat ppl think or other external factors, when u can prove 2 ppl tat e decision u make is abt u been happy n not abt wat they think, they will accept e facts n no other factors can make u change ur mind on this..
2weeks into e r/s.. Aft wat u told me, i can't help wondering.. Our r/s really can't stand up 2 e test? Y is every1 opinion so important? Y is it tat been happy in this r/s is so difficult? I dun blame u 4 all these nor am i finding fault at u.. All i ever 1 is 4 us 2 b happy.. As i grow older i become more n more selfish.. I believe tat r/s is abt 2 person only n on1 else.. If these 2 person r not happy then y b in a r/s.. If they r happy then y care abt so many other things? How many time have we been so happy in our life? I hope when i blog again, it would b something happy..
Love u.. That was wat u text last night.. I tot my eyes were playing trick on me.. Smiling to myself to sleep, I believe tat wat u said last night was something deep from your heart.. I still remember u forbid me to said these words.. Even aft i was allow to use them :) i know 4 u 2 said something like tat it wun b easy coz u need 2 really feel it juz like hw i feel..
No matter wat doubt u always have or wat u can't overcome, I strongly believe tat one can't lie to his/her own heart...
For me, aft wat happen to me n xd i told myself from then on, i wun lie to my heart.. I will follow wat my heart said.. Its nt an easy task too coz there is so many external factors tat will affect a person thinking or decision but if we r determine n go 4 e things tat we strongly believe in then we wun have regret n will always b happy.. Be it wat ppl think or other external factors, when u can prove 2 ppl tat e decision u make is abt u been happy n not abt wat they think, they will accept e facts n no other factors can make u change ur mind on this..
2weeks into e r/s.. Aft wat u told me, i can't help wondering.. Our r/s really can't stand up 2 e test? Y is every1 opinion so important? Y is it tat been happy in this r/s is so difficult? I dun blame u 4 all these nor am i finding fault at u.. All i ever 1 is 4 us 2 b happy.. As i grow older i become more n more selfish.. I believe tat r/s is abt 2 person only n on1 else.. If these 2 person r not happy then y b in a r/s.. If they r happy then y care abt so many other things? How many time have we been so happy in our life? I hope when i blog again, it would b something happy..
posted by curo | 11:47 AM
1 Comments:
Sorry if i ever make u wonder this and that.. wat i can say is that, u really really duno how religion is impt to me... its not abt wat the mouth says this or that but its the heart that feel for God.. its just so hard for u to understand it till the day u are on the same boat as me......
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